Friday, April 23, 2010

so how




OMG ! HOW TO NOT MISS HIM MAN! HAHA:D
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO RELATE TO HIM! MY GOSH!
WATCHED MARLEY AND ME LAST NIGHT AS (why am i typing in caps?)
haha:D yea continue.. as yeeting(elder sis) rent the disc! stupid ass ! she didn't cry and asked me to move on!haha:) i know i have to move on but it just seems to be like stucked here in my heart...
is it because i don't want to let go ? or is it because it just stay there forever..?
haha:D but i'm still moving on with my life:D
CHRIS ! U CAN SEE ME SMILING RIGHT?:D
someone say he don't like you! BEACUSE YOU ONLY MAKE ME CRY! haha:D
but i don't care ! i like to cry because of you! but also cannot like that lah...
at least someone made me smile:) no made me laugh;D
LOVE YOU MAN! HAHA:D
anyway recently had been so lazy to do homework ! buck up yeewan! mid year is coming!


tataa! hope that everything is going well up there:D i love you!
everything happens for a reason! haha:D

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!I'M GOING CRAZY!!!

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, 5 llllllllllllllllooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg dddddddddddaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyysssssssssss and now even my Saturday and Sunday is gone.what and i left with?........am i going to wait for like 13 days?or should i make something happen?

Monday, April 12, 2010

yeewan wake up








i told myself not to think about him anymore...
but i just couldn't do it...

OMG OMG OMG! HAHA;D
I LOVE YOU ! SO SO SO MUCH!
DAY BY DAY,
THE FEELING IS SO MUCH MORE LOVELY ,
I MISS YOU! SO SO SO MUCH!
ONLY FEW HOURS WHEN YOU LEFT ME,
I AM ALREADY MISSING YOU!
I NEED YOU ! SO SO SO MUCH!
HOW I WISH THAT YOU WILL BE HERE WITH ME EVERYDAY,
I TRUST YOU! SO SO SO MUCH!
BELIEVE THAT THIS WILL COME TRUE SOMEDAY:D

Friday, April 9, 2010

chris i miss you











dear chris,
i kept having illusions of you, like when people passed by, i thought you will bark, when i am eating, i felt that you were wriggling your tail looking at me , wanting me to give you some of my food... when dogs bark, i always thought it's you ... i really miss you... tears flowing got lesser each day, and even sometimes, i won't cry:) isn't that great chris? haha:D tmr is my 100th day with the guardian angel u had sent to me:D hope that everything will run well.. oh well,tmr i will be peforming some lame shit at rp, it's the 10th anniversary of regent sec:D will you be there?
miss me alright?:D

Monday, April 5, 2010


Day 5

I still love you CHIRS!!!
MAIDLESS!BYE!

Good night chris=)





!!!!!!!!!!!MY NEW MAID!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

day 3

DAY 3:)
chris! :D i just finish doing some housework , now doing homework:D how about you my dear? haha:D is this the only way i can tell you what i'm doing? haha:D you know last night i stood at the kitchen's window :) remember? the very last time i carried you to look outside the window? you and I saw many stars and a very bright, beautiful full moon:D but yesterday guess what i saw? the sky was full of clouds ... tell you something funny, yesterday dini went home :( now no more maid, no more you...
this week was really ridiculous:D hope that next week would be better okay? pray hard for me up there or tell those angels to give me more luck or what haha;D cos i'm like totally out of luck ! :D GOOD BOY ! haha:D i now go do homework le:) tell me answer la ... so diificult to do man! :D love you chris!


life without you?
getting used to it :)
no need to worry... jiejie is still as cool as ever:D

Saturday, April 3, 2010

chris will always be in my heart!!!!

definitely true


can't sleep..why am i searching and sharing this?

but it's true:)
Dog Euthanasia or 'putting to sleep'is not done to make money or for the convenience of the owner.
It is there for the caring owner:
To make use of when their dog is suffering and there is no available relief.
If they are financially unable to ease the dog's pain and improve its 'quality of life'.
The 'quality of life ' for the DOG is what is important not the owner's wish to 'hang' on a bit longer to their pet. This is selfish and cruel if the dog is suffering.
A dog's idea of a good Life is Fun, Energy, Loving Attention and a healthybody with NO PAIN!
If this cannot be given to your dog and there is no chance of correcting its problems then Euthanasia must be considered. There will always be a sense of loss whether it is now or in 6 months time. A good way of lessening the grief is to overlap with a younger pup before the older one gets sick or get a new puppy straight after euthanasia. By doing this, the decision is then based on the dog's health not your grief.

chris loves blue:D

day 2

miss you so much:)


you peep at me ah!

DAY 2,
CHRIS! miss me? bet you do! i guess this blog is how we communicate now ba;D guess what! i bought a shirt for $9 at forever 21 ! you help me lower the price want right? GOOD BOY! haha and a vest for only $10 at bugis street:D BEST BOY! haha:D chris ah... everything i do reminds me of you ...just now 10 p.m plus plus when i was walking home , to think that you are not at home waiting for me to be back, not under our block strolling and not barking when i reaches home , i really couldn't take it... you want to collect my precious tears right? NAUGHTY BOY! chris ! i had improved! today ,jiejie's tears not a lot! must make me improve more okay? i'm so jealous to see other dog owner pulling a dog lash . When i walked pass them ,i felt so empty ... are you visiting me later? haha:D come here boy! good boy come here;)


sit,
down,
shake hand,
this 3 ,
you still owes me....
can you be back ? can you don't go? can you stay at home?
good boy , i miss you , i love you...
chris chris chris...
cheer me up!:D

Friday, April 2, 2010

day 1

day 1,
hi chris:) where are you now? doing fine? saw your family? or had you came back to see us last night? i still miss you very much:) tell me not to cry okay? tell me to be strong ... tell me that you love me ... and i will be alright:D chris , jiejie miss you...
i have a song for you:D go my facebook see the video if you can k?:D
here's the lyrics:D

nothing's gonna change my love for u:D yes..nothing:)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too


Thursday, April 1, 2010

1st april 2010

CHRIS YEO LEFT THE YEO'S FAMILY ON
1ST APRIL 2010 11.40 A.M
IT WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BY :
YEO KIM HOCK
GOH HONG NGOH
YEO YEE TING
YEO YEE WAN
YEO YEE XUAN

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









1st april 2010,11.40 a.m .
chris, you are the best partner i ever had,
you are the best friend i ever had,
you are the best dog i ever had,
you are the best thing i ever had in my life...



can you feel that i am missing you? i am loving you? i am happy for you ?
glad that you leave to a better place, somewhere in the heaven with angels protecting you,being up there with your family... I wish for the best for you , i'm sorry i can't be there with you till your last breathe , but i'm pleased enough to have you sleeping with me last night till this morning 6a.m hearing you snore for the first time, feeling your warmth beside me, letting me hug the crazy little you... it's a night to remember , to know that you had done your part and it's time for you to go this morning...
The moment i left my room leaving you to sleep on my bed with my blanket covering you , my tears just flows down non-stop...in school, i just can't stop thinking about you...and when i video called you, i see you looking so exhausted,so weak, but still as adorable ,handsome and sweet like how you were... i know that you will leave someday but it was too sudden..remember??? on 30th march ,when i came back from tuition, when yee xuan said that you vomitted thrice, i immediately went towards you and carried you up ,feeling that you had became skinnier... then the next day, the news about you going to be put to sleep,the news about you are dying, tears just burst out from my eyes...
dear chris , i really misses you so much , i can move on , i can laugh ,i can smile, i can be strong and it's all because i know that you are here for me ... these 8 years was the best moment i had...thank you for this precious memories chris, i love you ...
thank you for being there and please always be there to watch over me .... baby, u had left a beautiful scar in my heart:)

i love you chris,
i miss you chris,
you know i do...