Thank you!!!
Thank you for your smiles, that you always have that never fail to make me smile too
Thank you for your thoughtfulness, always putting yourself into my position and thinking for me even when things aren't the way you wanted it to be. Even when you are hurted and upset, you will still give in and think in another way to make yourself feels better which i bet none of it works.
Thank you for your care, although you cares for everyone that sometime make me feel so jealous, thinking that 'what about me?' but you definitely cares for me alot. be it when my mood isn't good, when i'm feeling sick or when i injuired myself . you will always be by my side caring for me always asking 'ni ok ma?', 'wei she me zhe yang sad?'.
Thank you for your craziness, for being my crazy girl. your craziness brought so much laughter into our times together, your craziness that makes you so attractive, your craziness that makes me so crazy as well. whenever i'm angry or sad you and your craziness will always bring the smile back to me the crazy thing you did, the crazy things i did, the crazy things we did even when i'm type this, it makes me smile.
Thank you for your patience, you have always been very patient. Tolerating my nonsense although i don't have much. you always have the 'man man lai' attitude. i know i have done alot of stupid things that make u upset but you never gave up on me. you will always patiently tell me in a nice way a way that will not turn into a fight.
Thank you for your love, having you to love me is the best thing that have happened to me in my life. till now i still remember the first time i woo you. the feeling of wanting you to love me and not him. the feeling of being rejected 3 times.the feeling of being angry because you turned up for the concert.the feeling of meeting you the first time when we have not been in contact for so long.the feeling of you hugging me from the back. the feeling of holding you hands.the feeling of going pulau ubin with you.the feeling of hugging you.the feeling being loved by you.
Thank you for coming into my life,without you, maybe my life now will be so much more dull.
These days have been really hard on you.i'm really sorry.i guess u really understands me well ba, what you said that time is so true that i just do whatever things i like however i like whenever i like.i feel so selfish whenever i think of it.Now after i come back, knowing that i only have 15days to spend it with you before i go for army, leaving you alone once again made me feel so like a bustard that doesn't even care about his girlfriend.Now that your exams are drawing nearer and nearer, the times we are going to spend together is going to be lesser and lesser,shorter and shorter.maybe this 15days will be so much shorter maybe 10days?7days? or maybe even lesser?why must it all happen at the same time?maybe it's a major test this time?but why so many test de. I guess i just have to learn to understand that you need to study and studying is much more important ba.but really very difficult de leh.you surely know right?
There is so many things that i wanna tell you. i wanna tell you how much i love you.how much i wan you.how much i need you.
Will this just last forever?...
darling...i don like the feeling...i bet you also don like rite?...really very xin ku leh...come back singapore le but still cannot see u much...AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!...i don like...but NVM!..i know after like 4 more months then we will have alot alot of time together rite?..or maybe not?..cos you will be with your friends and i will STILL be in ARMY!!...hai..then need to wait for how long..=(...can everything either fast forward or fast backwards ma?!...darling...i love you=)...its going to be a very very tough journey ahead..will you hold my hand tight and walk this very very tough journey with me?
